getting back up (again)

204.8
not the greatest showing... but I will refocus today.

I have to get back on the horse so to speak.
It seems like I am always doing this (getting back up) , I find it difficult to commit to weight loss.
I don't know why I can't do it...
it should be easy:
1. eat within my points
2. write down everything I eat
3. move more

Why is this so difficult? is it because I sit all day? could be...

I am very tired today... I didn't get to sleep until after 11pm last night, and I woke up at 6, so I got less than my required minimum 7 hours of sleep.

But, I dropped Bridget off at school today, wow is she ever cute. I love cuddling her and showering her with adoration :) I can't get enough of that little girl. I am her #1 biggest fan!!! she not only is super cute, but she is loving, caring, fun, sweet, smart and talented.
This morning she was obsessed with the new hand sanitizer that I gave her (I think it was warm brown sugar scent). It seems that all the little girls in her class carry hand sanitizer and sniff it because it smells like cookies, cupcakes, chocolate or sugar etc...
I remember being that age and obsessed with scratch and sniff stickers :)

It is Thursday today, I know I will get one part of the equation done today... I have the gym tonight and will work out with Tracey for 1 hour then stay and do my cardio!

see you tomorrow